aloha!
based on my recent post on the tagboard, im not so sure if the temperature today actually reached 42.2ºC; but guys, if you've been out today, it's like you've been drained and fried under the striking heat of the sun.
ANG INITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
around 10:30am, i went to UST with my sister to submit my make-up slip from the hospital i recently had my make-up, PCMC; ask for a new make-up slip for NCMH, then finally have my make-up at UST-CC scheduled (monday & wednesday). aren't you noticing anything? this paragraph contained 80% of the time the word MAKE-UP. well...the latter part of my college life revolved and still revolves on that single word. that was the reason why i wasn't able to march. why i'm still dragging myself from the bed to go to the hospitals that i had lates and absences / deficiencies with during my previous rotation. why i'm disappointed for not being able to join my batchmates for the July boards...not yet.
regrets...regrets...regrets...
it's very difficult to explain to you guys about the system of our college...the "you must do this and that" and the "do's and don'ts". i exceeded the number of allowed lates and absences and though i can make-up for those days, my effort isn't still adequate for me to have my orals and march on time. this may, patapos na ako sa make-ups ko. i am looking forward to having my orals this may and if God willing, makahabol ako sa review. i am planning to enroll for OT Batch but since the morning class has started, i'll be attending the evening class temporarily until i can go with my OT batchmates in the morning. hindi pa kasi nagte-text yung doctor. siya na lang yung hinihintay kasi. my prof even gave me his cel# para ako na mismo ang magpa-sked kung magrereply sakin. pag may load na ako mamaya, siguro text ko na siya.
i cannot say that im fully prepared...because i decided not to study all topics. though i will be reading most of it but yung todo career sa pag-aaral sa lahat, nah-uh. kaya ko lang naman gusto na makapag-orals para matapos na yung sobrang anticipation and agony. summertime na and here i am, nilalamig sa kaba for my orals. sa ngayon, ang iniisip ko, mas nakakakaba ang orals ko kesa sa boards. because sa boards, it's a written exam, i dn't have to be rattled with speaking in front of people. yun nga lang, lisensya naman ang end goal.
but then my dad told me, i shouldn't be pushing myself too hard on my orals just to make it for the july boards. if the doctor isn't available this month, they're fine with it; as long as it won't sacrifice my board exam and of course my future profession. i am in deep desire to work asap...i wanna help my parents with our expenses here at home and help them save time by taking care of my sister especially that school's starting anytime soon.
God has promised me that i will be able to graduate this year and im sure i'm definitely gonna make it by His grace and mercy.
