UP...UP...AND AWAY!!!
yipee! im using my fave font once again. i woke up having ranting thoughts because i wasn't able to study (AGEYN?!) for our decury finals...about autism & cerebral palsy plus the additional 20-item questions that we never thought will be given to us about spinal cord injury. haha, sounds like we're all brainy and stuff because of the topics mentioned. well, by God's grace we're still on our 5th year...ready to take off to the next level hopefully by april(pero matagal pa yun...di pa ako nakakapag-Grand written exam!). i slept this morning at around 1:00am because i discussed our revision of thesis to my groupmates. di na ako nakapag-aral nun kasi antok na ako and i was sooooo freakin' tired since yesterday was our last day at NCMH!
yipee!!!
i had my socialization at my assigned pavilion and it was really touching that somehow, they've appreciated my service to them. kahit na maluwag ang turnilyo nila, there's the truth at the heart of what they've wished for me. natuwa ako kasi i never expected to learn more in the psychiatric setting of my profession. i thought i would never be able to improve myself on this aspect because i've underestimated it somehow...mga tipong, wala namang importance gaano ang OT..iba na ang tingin nila sa aming therapists, they're always lookin' forward for (+) reinforcements na hindi naman dapat ganun ang mangyari.
so anyway, my clinical supervisor taught me how to really analyze the activities with all my heart and mind. i learned how to modify each procedure that would definitely fit the learning and behavioral capacity of the patients. analytical nga daw yung C.S. kong yun sabi ng chief OT sa mental.
grabe, i'll miss HATAW na never kong kinarir, the 8:05am syndrome (duh! sa interns dun, walang tamang orasan dun!), the kaba-to-death battery practicals (what went wrong ma'am? "i don't know!" huh?), the way my patients addressed me (MOMMY!), and of course, my loving and wonderful co-interns from different universities! asteeeg guys, surely you'll be part of my OT life and sana magkita-kita tayo sa make-up natin dun or kung hindi, sa oath-taking na lang. WOOHOOO!!!
and on monday, i'll be off to sapang palay, bulacan. that's my last rotation for my whole internship. it's a community-based rehab wherein the patients don't pay as much as the ones who do here in manila...sabi nila they pay in kind pag di kaya. i think...as from what i recalled, P10 pag puro exercises but P20 if the therapist will use therapeutic modalities. may fieldwork din, pupuntahan namin yung patient sa bahay nila. o di ba...probinsya talaga!
eto pa, creepy daw pag gabi. nyak! it's not that i'm a ghostbuster or the nginiiiig type, pero hindi ko gaano priority yun. i mean, knowing that God is with you wherever you go can already calm me. siyempre medyo makakapag-isip ka ng konti but doing that will only provoke the evil spirit to scare me more. ano bang gamit ng worship and praise songs kung di rin natin gagamitin, right? (yeahhhh...parang ang tapang eh noh?) ah! lam ko na...since i'll be the song leader sa Youth seminar on this coming saturday (feb 5), i'll think of songs na lang and sing it with my voice not only in my head para pampabawas takot. haha!
nakakainip din daw dun. well, it ain't a bad thing but this will be my first time that i'll be off to a place where i have no friends or someone that i've made acquaintance with. monday ako alis ng 7:30am, then go back here in manila ng friday afternoon na. ako lang tanging OT dun, may 2 PTs din and i hope maging ok kami together with the med students.
hayyyy...Lord, i'll finish the race with a good faith. thanks Jesus for Your goodness!
baboosh! i'll take a nap...sana maka-regain ako ng strength mamaya para makapag-practice sa church sa music tonight. God bless!
