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thank God He has given me friends who can always encourage me whenever i'm in doubt and help me get past through every phase of my struggle. i'm currently in the state of confusion but as a friend of mine reminded me of God using different ways for His children to grow deeper and have a mature character, i think i know now where this confusion will lead me into. i am certain that i will soon have peace and assurance in my heart; that i don't need to be too anxious on diminutive things that involve my emotions. God is in control of everything. i have to honestly tell you that i feel down and frustrated whenever i remember an extract of THAT thing. i guess i need to be more mature in terms of handling my own emotions, mabilis kasi akong ma-windang eh.
thank goodness review for boards is weeks away and soon i'll be busy once again. that's more like it!
virtually my lifestyle changed when i started to become a bum. all of a sudden i got no workloads that are of no stress (hey, i'm after the GOOD stress, ok?). i'm used to being occupied...so with that, i don't get to think too much about my pathetic feelings. now that i have lots of idle time, naiisip ko tuloy and though i don't wanna expect myself being in that situation, i cannot help but feel negatively about it.
but on the lighter side, i always find comfort and love from God. He's the only One who can give me hope, assurance and encouragement to help me continue with my race...and remind me to be more mindful and to focus on far more important matters.
God is great. God bless my friends.
