"beginnings are scary...endings are sad...but it's the middle that counts..." --- from the movie Hope Floats
i love daydreaming, and sometimes, i get to the point where it misleads me because i generate the kind of hope wherein somehow, the ending of my every story would match exactly what i have imagined. it's gonna be a wishful thinking if i will always assume those things to happen. sure, others could come true if it's God's desire to be fulfilled; but definitely not all of 'em will be answered and won't eventually take place.
things happen and there will always be something to learn from it - good or bad situation. i must not overlook the struggles that i encounter because that's where i acquire important virtues/character in order for me to continue on with the race that the Lord has set before me.
most of the time, i used to wallow on things and dwell on what will happen in the end...thus leading me to feel discouragement, heartache or disappointment. And so with that, i forget that i should learn to just live for the moment, keeping also in mind of the journey that i am involved in. cherish each relationship that i established with every people that i've been with & treasure every little thing you have shared with them. i need to keep telling myself that i must always look beyond those negative emotions, let go & release it to the Lord, and just enjoy the times while you can still be with the persons that you have always cared about.
im keeping myself busy....that's good. Reading books that would divert my mind off those troubling thoughts, focusing on my ministry, helping out at home, and spending precious time and long talks with my Lord :)
