i'm back in the game man! yeah!!! i started serving God in the church last saturday after 3 long arduous months of review for the boards. our church hosted a seminar entitled, "foundations of a true ministry." it was an uplifting beginning as i pursue what the Lord has called me to accomplish. i'm still praying eagerly for God to reveal unto me further of His plans for my life because i know...i just know that He is going to enlarge my vessel in His own proper time. what's more surprising was that my current life verse, Acts 20:24, has been strongly mentioned. i think the Lord is reminding me once again about the Word that He spoke to me several nights ago; perhaps restore the ultimate purpose of my existence on this earth.
my desire for the gift of discernment has continued to sprout within me as i attend our every monday youth leaders' fellowship. honestly, i have no single idea on how to be led by the holy spirit, or let alone be aware that what's on my mind is from the holy spirit. i thank the Lord for that desire because it has encouraged me to take steps further in order to acquire that gift. there's nothing that God withholds from us; and i know in His own time, He'll be able to fully develop that within me. last night was such a wonderful experience for me because somehow, i was able to face my challenge of boldly speaking my burden through prayer. i guess it needs more practice and continuous intercession/prayer so i could become more confident upon the leading of the holy spirit.
reading the Word of God and meditating on it are the things that i must be constantly doing so that there is something the Lord can remind me about to confirm what others have been fervently praying or that i would gain a concrete impression coming from Him.
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it's heart's day people... la lang, i rather not share this stuff right now. haha! drama-mode ako ngayon. =)
