i felt a compulsion to update my blog, so that's what i'm doing right now. well, nothing much to gab about, except that my stress or should i put it in a more constructive term, "energy level" is almost at its peak. i'm appreciating this as a matter of fact and i hope this won't run out til the day of the board examination.
nope, i'm not yet confident or even tell a single entity that what i possess now is enough for me to pass the exam. no no mister! it's very scary and most of the time i could not help but reactivate once in a while the worrying factor everytime i get a mistake while answering my reviewers or everytime i forget the answers to our lecturer's recall questions. i still have loads of books of study and as for the OT part, i haven't started reading one book..but tomorrow i'm contemplating about doing so to start the engine and keep it going smoothly while i still have time, and not the other way around which is my ultimate favorite, CRAMMING. most of the people in our class are crammers, but this one must become an exception, or a fresh beginning to live a more organized life. after all, i really felt a change within my system eversince i started little by little structuring my plans.
i guess last night was one of the happenings that we kind of loosen up (and i mean without books or anything related with our lectures) before our huge "gig" on feb - we had a christmas party at our review center and right after we went to UST to check out this year's Paskuhan. too bad we weren't able to capture the awesome fireworks display because of the former activity that we were engaged in. it was so nostalgic and a nice feeling seeing familiar people during my college years. it brought back a lot of memories and i pondered on how easy and laid-back our life was compared to now.
yeah, we didn't see the highlight of the event at my alma mater, but the catching ups and long talks (with a dash of career-oriented topics) totally made up for what was supposed to be our goal of going there.
gotta rest. tomorrow we'll have a 6-hour lecture. need to study in the morning before going to review class!!! aaahhhh!!!! pls add me in your prayers people!!!!
