in less than a week, i'll be once again challenged to focus on deepening my education and all the essentials of my future profession. it's gonna be a huge adjustment (i think) since for the past 3 months my life has no structure or specific itinerary to follow. call me boring, but most of the time i am in dire need of that kind - you know, something to look forward to each day and be expectant with what's gonna happen. perhaps a little spontaniety every weekend is sure enough for me to keep going and not to be totally rotten rigid with my plans all throughout the week. kinda excited...being a certified professional isn't too far to imagine right now. yipee.
i hope the review schedule won't be too toxic like the previous OT batch. i hope sundays would be open for me to do outside boards stuff...this will be very unlikely to happen but a spark of faith still floats at the back of my head. should i attend sunday classes? hmmm, it's too soon for me to be in this dilemma. i've informed my youth pastor about this matter since our youth fellowship starts @ 3pm; and my review sked is 1-5pm. ugh, it feels awful but i know that i must set my priorities right. it's not that God isn't my priority, as long as i keep an intimate relationship with my Lord, i'm gonna be alright. as soon as i'm through with this conflict in my sked, i can attend regularly again.
haven't opened purposefully my white reviewer book yet and study it thoroughly and sincerely. ahhh!!! i need to do advance reading, c'mon! discipline must start NOW.
*reduce tv viewing *limit surfing the net *organize my schedule everyday *musn't get swamped over the phone
and the list goes on...
dinner isn't done yet...hafta grab something edible to fill in my hunger pangs :)
