reflection time! jan jan janaaaaannnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
after a month and a half, here i am again. rambling thoughts starting to crash and hastily been wanting to get out of my floating brain (siyempre kasi may fluid sa loob..hehe!).
marami bang nangyari sa akin mula nung huli kong blog? nothing's up naman masyado. ay teka, meron pala kahit konti. regular employee na ako sa work ko. praise God! im now stable with my job and i believe it's one of the training grounds that the Lord has placed me into so i can be molded and become fruitful by His grace. im glad mas makakatulong na ako sa mga needs sa bahay namin.
sa ministry naman, kahit na kasing siksik ng longganisang lucban ang aking sked sa work, nabibigyan pa ako ng pagkakataon na makapag-turo sa young people. it's one of my spiritual wellsprings (the other one is simply worshipping the Lord through music), whenever i do that, at the end of the day i really feel fulfilled. sabi nga sa church namin, whenever you see an opportunity to teach the Word of the Lord, grab it! make every opportunity count. since i wanted to know the Lord more, this is one the many amazing ways to be surprised as He reveals on you the interpretation of each Scripture that you study and meditate.
you know guys, gumuguhit sa aking lalamunan ang katotohanan na masarap talaga na simulan ang araw by reading the Word, praying and worshipping. bakit gumuguhit kamo? kasi a couple of nights ago dad made this recently-revised daily sked sa bahay at may mga curfew-curfew pa sa tv and computer use, o di ba? sabihin niyo nang strict (kasi totoo naman at wala na kasing ibang paraan para lagyan ng tuldok ang pagiging pasaway sa oras..haha), pero it's quite effective. yun nga lang, sana hindi kami maging ningas kugon. kasi after doing everything i need to fix myself before going to work, there's still an ample time to devote it with the Lord naman. naputol nga lang ngayong day off ko, tulog kasi ako til 9am. hehe...
God has given peace in my heart not to be bothered too much about some matters that is not worth attending to (for the meantime, that is). so im gonna put that case to rest until it's awakened by the Lord. focus muna!!!
na-realize ko lang, i haven't talked about the nature of my profession yet...i mean, how i go around in my workplace...making it interesting as you read it. na-trip ko lang isipin. pagiging therapist kasi ang connotation eh ganito, "ay iha, therapist ka pala? paki-hilot naman itong likod ko sumasakit na kasi eh..." - YAH SURE! 5 taon [make it 6 ;p ] po ang ginugol ng CAP education plan (buti na lang nakaabot bago ung disaster), ng aking utak na piniga ng libro at iba pang ka-toxican ng college life, and most especially....bulsa, emosyon, suporta ng aking pamilya. natuwa naman ako kasi kahit na di ko na-fulfill ang pagiging duktor eh masaya ako dahil nagttrabaho ako sa hospital and i get to call our clients as patients. it's close to what i've dreamed of. sige...abangan natin yung ganung blog ko...purely about my work. sana lang di kayo ma-bore ;)
o sige na, the longer this entry gets, the more bored and uninterested you'll become.
Let's never fail showing the Lord how great He has been in our lives. God bless!!!
