my adductor muscles sore...the muscles that contracts when you always move your thighs together. nabanat kasi. tight in short dahil i live a sedentary lifestyle. the parlor game last night at our church was quite exhausting as well as my game on mixed doubles in table tennis. glory to God me our team won! tension talaga naramdaman ko, pero super ganda ng laro. we reached the 3rd set; umabot pa kamo ng deuce sa 2nd set! kaya ewan ko kung maraming naasar na from yellow team dun sa kinilos ko after i found out that the opponent's move resulted to our team's victory...na-hampas ko kasi yung raketa ko sa table and i shouted and jumped with all my might. sila kasi mahigpit naming kalaban, obviously. sa previous teams, hindi ganito ang tension and reaction namin pag nananalo kami. all praises and honor to our God!
ang sakit ng katawan ko. pero im starting to get used to this kind of feeling. yun nga lang, inaantok ako ngayon. i wanna take a nap first before reviewing. we're gonna have a quiz once again in our youth leadership training this 7pm. sana magising ako ng 5:30pm para maka-aral ng marami.
woohoo!!! this is my last week in my extension! probably by august, i'll be doing my orals.
one...
last...
try...
Jesus i trust in You.
God's servant blogged @ | 3:53 PM
gonna be toxic tomorrow. i'll be in the church for the whole day. as in WHOLE day.
7:00am - 1st practice for the theatrical play of the Youth Ministry for the 26th anniversary of our church
10:00am - meeting with other worship leaders and musicians in our youth ministry
12:00nn - hmmm....where will i be havin' my lunch? at home? MP?
1:00pm - start of sportsfest for this day. got a game against the green team
- gather some of my teammates to discuss the cheering and song composition
7:00pm - the games have probably concluded around this hour.
- gotta clean the assigned restroom with other young people!
7:30pm - musician and worship leading training
8:00pm - music practice for the service tomorrow morning
10:00pm - tired and worn out but heart is fulfilled that i have served the Lord with the best of my abilities
just like a child who has spent her entire day happily with her Father :)
sheesh...i hope i'll have my devotion in the morning, before i go to church. most likely in the evening, all i wanted to do is to sink myself in my bed and take a long rest. siyempre pray muna at dapat naka-upo ako. otherwise, my amen will be uttered on the next morning. God won't like that. haha!
it's soooo nice to have rainy season again!!!
til then my friends...
*missin' someone...*
God's servant blogged @ | 12:03 AM
every tuesday and thursday this month has been very challenging for me, since the condition of these two kids that i'm handling are on its extremes.
every tuesday, i gotta meet my so ever hyper autistic patient that craves for proprioceptive sensory input. he spanks his behind so hard, writes heavily on paper during handwriting activity, grits his teeth, and nanggigigil.
then come every thursday, i handle this so hyporesponsive autistic kid who is very obedient, sweet, and not-so-destructive. let's just say he's too behave & high funtioning to be true. his problem in his case is that he writes so light that's why the penmanship is not legible, needs to be stimulated so he can feel and have additional process in his functioning that should be more on proprioception because as you get to hold him, he's a bit floppy; also his speech, is not quite age appropriate. he tends to speak in one-word and doesn't express in sentences.
and for my part, i gotta target those areas to at least make them functional and for my tuesday kid, well...to behave and cooperate for 10-15 minutes. this afternoon, i already had things prepared for my patient and oh man, was i not surprised that it didn't come out exactly the way i wanted to happen. with kids like this, it's inevitable and the therapist must be fully aware and flexible about it. NAG-SHUTDOWN ang patient ko!!! ok, before you think of anything that is quite drastic as to what i have stated, unahan ko na kayo, it's not what you think it is. shutdown means in my kid's case, he was not responding anymore to my calming intervention. kinailangan ko na ng tulong from my supervisor kasi he was totally out of control. of course i wasn't angry coz it's his system that's not functioning well...not his behavior. kasama na rin yun but it is more than his mere poor working behavior. intensive intervention ang kailangan and my knowledge has increased (thankfully!!!) with the input of my supervisor. after doing that, for 10 minutes he was cooperative and behaved; he started verbalizing such as "i want the moon!" and throwing away things that he holds and well...intensive treatment is needed but good thing is, his session's over so i already terminated the treatment.
i don't regret about what happened to my orals. honestly, i badly need knowledge about OT treatment in pedia setting; among all the 3 settings that my profession encompasses, this is where i have poor exposure at. God's timing is never late, never fails. He reveals things one by one and i thank Him that i am able to understand the reasons why these happen right now in my life.
well...though that session a bit frustrated me since im almost a graduate of occupational therapy, i still wanted to practice my profession in this field. i love special kids....i wanna make them feel God's love for them and that they're very precious in His eyes.
goudin, OTRP...signing out ;p
God's servant blogged @ | 5:25 PM
Hallelujah!
it's so amazing to worship the Lord together with other young people who are also very hungry for His Word. the energy just keeps on going, even if my arms ache because i constantly raise it almost all through out the worship, i didn't mind.
raising our hands to the Lord defines our wholehearted surrendering of our lives unto Him...reaching unto God just like a child wanting her father to carry her. so we can feel comfort. obtain security. know that we're under His wings, safe and sound. be embraced so tightly, strengthen us & wipe away every drop of our tear when despair sets upon us. shout for joy along with us after every victory.
that's how our Heavenly Father is. As we celebrate father's day, nevertheless we should remember the greatest love that we have received from the greatest Father of all generations - Jesus Christ. His love endures, never changes. His love for us today is the same with the love that Noah, Moses, David, & Job have experienced. As honest as it seems, our earthly fathers may once in a while break some of their promises perhaps not only to us, but to the whole family as well; with Christ, His promises are as firm as a solid rock.
we may not in a split second witness His plans for us, but in His perfect timing, with the perfect situation, everything will be revealed if only we will trust in Him. Our earthly fathers may let us go and give us incremental amounts of freedom to do things on our own; but in the case of our Father in heaven, he is in control of our lives. yeah, God gave us free will ever since at the beginning of time but He always redirects our paths whenever we slip our foot on the wrong track. the Lord can do that.
some of you might not feel that you're going easy with your journey right now; it could be a teaching that the Lord wants you to learn, a storm that can make your faith stronger, or simply not asking God to take hold of your life. But then please take in mind: He is the author and perfecter of our faith. God has great, splendid plans for your life and this will all be fulfilled if we totally surrender ourselves, every fiber of our being unto Him, and let Him be the Lord in our hearts...in our lives. Consume ourselves for God's glory. Make the fire burn more for Him. Ask Him for nurturing and preservation of our soul and spirit everytime our faith is being put into test.
The Lord is the only ONE who can change us, hold us steadfastly, and knows every bit about us...if He is accurate regarding the number of the stars in the heavens, how much more the number of strands of our hair? God knows everything about us, i mean, how elaborately can i say that since we all are aware that He created us! if you are caught in the middle of something that you think you cannot get out of or difficulty to make a way through it, He is the Man! Might as well run unto the One Who knows us very well and not to the ones who will give us advices that we only want to hear. Y'know what i mean?
Let's be mindful of every little thing that the Lord has done for us for the past years - ever since we gasped for breath. Be grateful and give praise to our ever-loving Father.
Happy Father's Day!
God's servant blogged @ | 10:12 PM
