Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i'm thinking too much and it's not gooooood. i just want to enjoy this great feeling everytime i have the chance to converse with him. i know God is taking care of my emotions and all i can say is that He's the best author of love stories. i lift up unto Him every kilig feeling that i experience with this person and ask incessantly to the Lord to control my thoughts since i kept on assuming about what's gonna happen next. ugh... i honestly dislike myself whenever i do that. may He take away my interest with this guy if he's not gonna be with me for the rest of my life.
sounds desperate? not naman siguro. it's just that i want to focus on my current situation and to things that would also be part of my future - career, ministry and grow deeper in the Lord. you might conclude that i'm being rigid with my lovelife. i'm not. i only need to stick on my mind that there are still so many things that await me. i admit that i am not yet ready to be in a relationship, to involve other person in my life where evidently, i haven't been equipped by the Lord...im not even halfway through it! well, i include him in my prayers, not for him to be my future partner - but as one of my dearest friends.
that person has really made a huge contribution on where i am right now and be unto Jesus all the glory! God has used him to improve certain important areas in my life without him knowing it. the Lord definitely has His own way of changing his beloved children!
God is faithful and great.
God's servant blogged @ | 2:35 PM
Scrubs, a hollywood tv series, got me refreshed again with all the hospital thing going on. i think the 1st airing of their 1st season started tonight at Star World. I was in my senior or internship year when my friend told me that it's worth watching. Not to mention that the lead actor is cute, adds my curiosity to stare on the screen more.
my being an occupational therapist is what i can say my dead-end in the professional specifically in the world of medical care. i bummed to become a doctor since i thought that though you get higher respect by having "M.D." alongside your name...i guess i can still find fulfillment in this aspect with regards to my interaction with my patients. at least we OTs can implement treatment (of course under the go signal of the doctor), can call patients as "pasyente ko" o di ba? the only thing is that, we can never be called as doc. though at Sapang Palay, we therapists get that a lot and sometimes even people from the metro don't know how to call us during the first meeting. but hey, it's ok. title lang yun. whenever i tell them my course, that though it ends with the word "therapy", they would think na nagmamasahe ako. but it's ok. misconception lang yun.
so after watching the first episode, i thought to myself, i wanna work in a hospital! i wanna be in a physical dysfunction setting (yung pedia sideline na lang) and wear scrubs. nax!
kaya dali! bilisan na at mag-orals na dianne!!!
wow. i can't believe im THIS CLOSE to that dream.
*SCRUBS @ Star World. Thursdays, 10pm with replays at 11:30pm
God's servant blogged @ | 1:40 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
bangag na wala naman talagang nangyaring super busy sa araw na ito.
success...my body clock's beginning to change. uy, jetlag? not so. i haven't been doing a healthy regimen as far as my sleeping is concerned since i got used to going to bed around 2am and waking up at......uhm.......1pm. 11 hours of sleep would really make your system malfunction (and weird) once in a while. still having eyebags though you already exceeded the recommended total hours of sleeping, looking like you've cried the whole night or most likely a cockroach has bitten your eyes coz it's swollen, and you get dizzy every now and then. all these are due to OVERSLEEPING!!!
so now i decided to make a change. especially that i badly want to be done with my orals, i've thought of a better way to cope with my sleepless "mornings" coz most of the time, i get to close my eyelids around 5am though i laid myself on my bed for a couple of hours or so already. it's really tough. i made my idle sleepless hours as my studying hours...which i will be doing later after blogging. im now on my 3rd day and it isn't a pice of cake, i tell you. i decided to stay up til 6am, wake up around 2pm. and for that i only get 8 hours of sleep. walang labis, walang kulang. di ko talaga magawang makatulog pag madaling araw, pramis!
arra told me that i can now migrate in the west because i have an almost altered sleep pattern. i guess it's gonna change again by the time that i start with my review for boards this coming October. yay! allowances come to momma!
gotta scoot. hafta study. naks.
God's servant blogged @ | 1:32 AM
im so psyched today when the parcel that my bestfriend sent me finally landed in my very own hands. it's sooo awesome! by the time that i saw the white medium-sized envelope, i've never felt so agitated. i checked on the lid and yes, as expected - its corner was a bit slashed, as if it was really forced to have a peek on what's inside. by God's protection and mercy, not one thing was missing. thank God!
i just finished watching the DVD of Hillsong United's latest album - Look to You. wow! God has indeed enriched the talents of each member of Hillsong church with all these catchy and inspiring songs for Him alone. Now it's Shout God's Fame album's turn in my player.
to my bestfriend, Bes CNI, thanks so much! You're such a blessing! sabi ko sa'yo, ikaw ang suga bes ko. haha! but really, you've only not given me materials stuffs but whenever i needed counsel or emotional support, you never fail to stand by my side. luv yah!
ASTEEGGGG!!!
God's servant blogged @ | 4:55 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i just love hangin' out with my friends; especially not seeing them after a very long time. my college friends and i have planned this simple gimik a few weeks before the boards. we also set this exciting day for a purpose of catching up particularly with my case as to what these guys have been up to after college.
as you may notice, since the day i found out that i will be finishing college later this year, i haven't been too much of communication with them. of course they're busy and all that about board exam. and in my case, im sort of busy with everything - orals, house chores, church activities, etc. now that board exam is over and they already have their license as occupational therapists, i guess it's time for my 1st ever barkada in college to have some fun....and learning. tell you later about that! ;)
i was so excited to meet up with them and with that, my friend decided to bring her digicam, reviewers (to lend them to me), and we definitely have our own stored chikas that will later be splattered. we had lunch around past 2pm at Chef de Angelo's. we so got ourselves stuffed! too bad we were not able to finish everything on our plate; and right now, i totally regret it...im craving for them!!! one of my friends treated us with a 9" pizza since he's the Top 4 during the recent board exam and had his bday last sunday. we were acting funny coz we took pictures every now and then.
miss you guys!!!
then we strolled from glorietta to landmark to greenbelt 4. mmm, troy montero got our attention for a split second - not really much for people to be starstruck, ayos lang. made ourselves look like probinsyanos and probinsyanas in the park coz we loved taking pictures here and there; kung saan magustuhan. the landscape is cool and i would like to commend whoever the architect is of that place. we headed to The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf and most likely, that became our last destination for the whole day. our last pit stop. saw a cute barista, sipped on our ice blended coffees, chatted & laughed for more, and they reviewed me for my orals, specifically about Arthritis.
we all got home safely and still....obviously we cannot get enough of ourselves that we chatted over yahoo messenger. sick! haha! decided to get forty winks around 2am. so practically, we were together for 12 hours.
still, bitin pa rin.
i told them that after my orals and before one of friends would leave for states to have her long vacation (before landing her first ever job), we'll see each other together with our 2 more barkadas that we merged with. sure we'll make a one heck of a great time pag mas marami!
see you my friends nxt gmik! love you guys!
God's servant blogged @ | 4:13 PM
im one of the bloggers who doesn't design her own template. my new design is simple (again...) and very catchy...perhaps because of the cupcakes. nakaka-gutom noh? i think i'm gonna munch a little right after blogging.
tonight, nasa church nanaman ako. batang church na ako...and i like being called with that term. hopefully, it will be our last session for leadership training for our youth ministry.
and hopefully, i'll be able to study osteoarthritis tonight.
new month.
new outlook.
new blog design.
new goals.
new habits.
'til then.
God's servant blogged @ | 5:31 PM
