Monday, February 27, 2006
...confused...
in certain aspects, i really am.
*sigh* Guide my path and guard my heart please, O Lord
God's servant blogged @ | 7:24 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
i'm back in the game man! yeah!!! i started serving God in the church last saturday after 3 long arduous months of review for the boards. our church hosted a seminar entitled, "foundations of a true ministry." it was an uplifting beginning as i pursue what the Lord has called me to accomplish. i'm still praying eagerly for God to reveal unto me further of His plans for my life because i know...i just know that He is going to enlarge my vessel in His own proper time. what's more surprising was that my current life verse, Acts 20:24, has been strongly mentioned. i think the Lord is reminding me once again about the Word that He spoke to me several nights ago; perhaps restore the ultimate purpose of my existence on this earth.
my desire for the gift of discernment has continued to sprout within me as i attend our every monday youth leaders' fellowship. honestly, i have no single idea on how to be led by the holy spirit, or let alone be aware that what's on my mind is from the holy spirit. i thank the Lord for that desire because it has encouraged me to take steps further in order to acquire that gift. there's nothing that God withholds from us; and i know in His own time, He'll be able to fully develop that within me. last night was such a wonderful experience for me because somehow, i was able to face my challenge of boldly speaking my burden through prayer. i guess it needs more practice and continuous intercession/prayer so i could become more confident upon the leading of the holy spirit.
reading the Word of God and meditating on it are the things that i must be constantly doing so that there is something the Lord can remind me about to confirm what others have been fervently praying or that i would gain a concrete impression coming from Him.
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it's heart's day people... la lang, i rather not share this stuff right now. haha! drama-mode ako ngayon. =)
God's servant blogged @ | 2:42 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Your faithful love has always been there for me
The greatest love that I've ever known
What can I give to You
For all You've given to me
You gave it all and You were all I need
You are my King
You are my God
The praises I bring
They come from my heart
This is for You
For all You've done for me
And I wanted to show You
How much You mean
My God
My God
words can never express how i'm feeling right now. taking the board exam is such a crazy and awesome experience. this sense of achievement rushing inside me & having my family proud of me is irreplaceable.
for the past years, what God has been doing is the ONLY constant thing happening in my life; and for that, i bow and humble myself before Him since He remains to be soooo, sooo faithful INspite of my shortcomings. His mercy and grace are always there so i can still come before Him and make all my supplication known to Him. kung tutuusin, mas marami pa nga akong request kesa sa pagpapasalamat. but recently, actually after my failure in the oral revalida, i've learned to be more grateful for the so many things that He has done. i realized that failing the orals wasn't the end of it, God helped me to rise up once again and face the challenges before me as He continues to provide for my strength and encouragement. His loving hand gently lifted my spirit (and my face so to speak because of embarrassment) and i let God refine and sharpen myself to become more whole and mature in His eyes. a lot of pain has to be taken in, i tell you, but it's only by His grace that i was able to pursue what He has planned for me.
i feel elated right now. and before i lay myself to slumber, i'm gonna have a nice and serious talk with my Savior. He really is an awesome God.
God's servant blogged @ | 1:28 AM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
tick-tock...tick-tock...tick-tock...it's definitely ticking...ssshhhhh.....i can hear it......loudly.....my heartbeat's not on its normal rate...is something wrong?oh wait...the results ain't out yet. must hold on to God and kneel before Him to ask for His grace and favor. my confidence that i possess now is the one that cannot be sought in men - everything will turn out great in His hands and i trust fully unto my Lord.
whatever that beholds of me after wednesday night is what the good Lord has purposed in my life, and i can rest on that magnificent fact.
God's servant blogged @ | 1:28 AM
