Feeling a little low right now. Gloomy is the more appropriate word, I guess. I just don't feel so pumped up, perhaps I got tired (as if!) of staying outside with the whole body workin'. It's been on my schedule to buy this week a new blouse from my ever favorite, the UK, for tomorrow's exciting night of praise and worship - together with all of the affiliated churches of our mother church. Hopefully the worship hall will be able to accommodate every church member who will attend; hopefully it will be jam-packed....well, in a good way.
So anyway, before I met up with my mom at 7-11 convenience store, I received a text from my professor. She informed me that the sked of my orals that she texted to me last Monday was a mistake. She thought I'm under this certain doctor but it turned out that as she checked on her list, the doctor who is definitely gonna be in my panel hasn't responded yet. The anxiety that I've kept for the past days has boiled down a bit. I really want to be over with this degree so badly to go to the next level - board exams this Feb; but thank heavens, she assured me that I'm gonna be able to finish my orals within this month. Whew! At least I'll still have longer time to study. Should not feel complacent though, the end of September is quite soon. It's just that I have more time to lavish and comprehend every little thing that I'm reading. Thank You, Lord!
I have come to a conclusion that since I'm not making any strenuous work for the past couple of months, every time that I go out and do a little physical exertion, I get tired easily. A super sedentary lifestyle must I be having, eh? Now I feel like dozing off and I cannot believe it since the clock says it's only 10:40pm. Well, a sufficient reason could be my rummaging through the UK stalls/boutiques (meron bang ganun?) in search of my ultimate decent blouse. It's not the best one a young woman should possess, but it's really comfy and I feel confident when I wear it.
I hope it'll pay off tomorrow night. I'm sure it will. Can't wait to stretch my vocal chords and give my muscles a bit of exercise while I keep myself conscious in pressing the keys as I project the songs for the congregation.
