it finally sunk-in. the moment the applicant stub and all the paraphernalia for the coming board exam stimulated the cutaneous sensation of my palm. AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
diz iz it!
it was really tiring, aside from the fact that i am beginning to be pressured with all the stuffs i must study and review, i also learned to become more self-reliant; and i can atest to that when i arranged my application at the PRC. konting praktis pa. haha.
so this is what it feels like to be a grown-up. complicated.
forgive me if only at this age have i encountered such stuffs. you see, i was kinda dependent on my parents and most of the far-fetched matters (coz im always caught in the middle of a hectic schedule), they were the ones arranging it. now as i embrace tightly the convolution of early adulthood, i must still be able to carry it out cool and simple by the grace of Lord Jesus. i ain't getting younger and i need to start searching out ways in order to survive in this rough-edged planet.
hopefully by the time of the exam, God will rest in my heart the assurance and confidence that things are gonna be alright. *sigh*
